i’m behind the window
the light revealing my face
my sight is shameful
his sight is shameless

i start to ponder
can no longer wonder
desperation
can no longer wander
from desperation.

my eyes begin to close
my heart begins to slow
my lungs begin to heave
my life begins to drift

nothing drifts to your eternal bed
nothing lands on your everlasting pillow
all but one will be sparred
all but one will be marred